July 2009
4 posts
If you like me check the new blog:...
I ordered my mac!! yeah yeah yeah it should be...
I woke up at 7 am to go pick peaches...47 POUNDS...
June 2009
14 posts
Time to comment on that “little” quote from Diary of an Anorexic Girl, the book that is drawing me away from my summer reading. I’ve been reading this book written by, as said below, my current accountability group meeting leader (I hate calling it a d-group cause it’s not) and my next year A.P. English teacher. She’s brillant I’ve decided. When she was my age...
“10.13.97
Too much of me wants to close my eyelids and sink into a world of...”
– Diary of an Anorexic Girl by Morgan Menzie (aka my A.P. English teacher next year/current group leader)
Know what the worst part of being a girl is?
No, none of that body image crap, I’ve given up on that. It’s the fact that once a month my uterus starts falling out and i’m crippled from leaving my house for about 4 days. FML.
depression?
tetrishead:
if you have noticed i’ve been acting weird lately, you’re right. i have been. this didn’t start when kenny left. however that did make it worse. it started the first day of summer. maybe it’s because i’m an introvert and i don’t like parties or big groups of people. but i have been feeling very very left out, and on top of that i feel like i don’t really have friends. i don’t enjoy...
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
New computer soooooon! New Macbook Pro 15-inch hello beautiful.
Ha. Your naivity makes me laugh.
It amuses me day after day how stupid some people are, and I never get old of ridiculing them. Call me a bitch for this statement? Well I’ve gotten used to that :)
Hm. Boyfriend and I never seem to have normal...
Religion is like the world's cliques.
shmaltzy:
yourcrapsweak:
Each religion splits up and eat at a different lunch table.
Every summer I have summer reading week I...
I think my mom just got a twitter.. I don't even...
Love conquers all hmm.. no thanks how about logic conquers all. Call me a cynic if you wish I call me a realist.
Computer charger needs to get here...
I’m reduced to using the family computer. I hate this. But soon i’ll have an all new computer!
May 2009
84 posts
3 pounds in 4 days
tetrishead:
not bad
Nice nice I’m proud. Juice diet?
Day 1 of the diet begins:
tetrishead:
whataficklegirl:
Gym 2 - 3 times a week for 1 1/2 hours; Cheer practice 1 time 2 hours; I’m going onto a raw vegan diet.
I’m determined to lose 10 - 15 pounds, enough is enough, come on willpower kick in.
YOURE TINY
But I need to get healthier.
Day 1 of the diet begins:
Gym 2 - 3 times a week for 1 1/2 hours; Cheer practice 1 time 2 hours; I’m going onto a raw vegan diet.
I’m determined to lose 10 - 15 pounds, enough is enough, come on willpower kick in.
the feelings are back
tetrishead:
WHY AM I SO FREAKIN EMOTIONAL
Because you’re a teenage girl, a ticking time bomb of pent up emotions. No worries, I exactly the same way.
“Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things that escape those who dream...”
– Edgar Allan Poe (via reluctantbuddha) (via lovelylinguist) (via lovehopehate)
Tumblarity: 69
thatsmycigar:
tetrishead:
YESSSSSSSSS!
Tumblarity: 24
YESSSSSSSSS!
that’s my favorite numbaaahhh
Tumblarity: 72
:)
summer
tetrishead:
i have had a rough start to summer and i don’t know why. the past three days have been the worst days i have had in a while. i bum around the house all day and then feel very lonely. i don’t have enough friends. my boyfriend lives thousands of miles away. it’s rainy and too hot. i want to cry, but i know if i do i will feel like a total wimp. i need something good to happen. i feel...
Hiatus..not that you care.
When I learned all this stuff during the year in class I was one of the best at it, now I can’t remember a bit so I’m going to FORCE myself to stay off Tumblr and Facebook til Friday afternoon starting now.
This is gonna be hard.
Hey Beatrice I'm making you a journal you may not...
Hitler
You know what I was was thinking on: is Hitler good or bad? Obviously the straight up answer would be bad, evil, sadistic I mean he killed millions of people for no apprent reason other than he didn’t like them. But if you look at it from a moral code perspective (thank you Ms. Raine’s english class) there’s no right and wrong in what you believe is right and wrong. And he...
“I have no faith in human perfectability. I think that human exertion will have...”
– Edgar Allen Poe
I've now developed an obsession with Alice in...
I want to live in Wonderland, I wish I were Alice. No rules, no organization the impossible is possible. Nonsense is regulartory. Nothing makes sense but at the same time is perfect.
Four hours of detention for skipping class? Bring...
Guess what Tumblr
I has a new boyfriend :)
Goodnight dear Tumblr and Tumblrites this weekend...
So there’s this girl she enjoys talking to people and listening to their problems. She nevers knows how to voice her own because she feels like 1. nobody cares and 2. her problems aren’t worth caring about because they’re too small, but they aren’t. They’re eating at her from the inside. One day it’s all going to explode. Her parents yelling, her retarded...
icantellastory:
There is no clear ending to this story, for the future isn’t predictible. It features a young girl who has seen more sadness then most people twice her age. For most of her life, she fucked things up as a living. Not on purpose or anything, but thats always how it occurred. She was so scared of human contact. She constantly killed off all of her relationships. Whenever she let...
icantellastory:
She was a painfully average girl. Always had been, always will be. She didn’t hate anything or anyone, she was just indifferent. She was indifferent to people who hated her, and indifferent to people who loved her. She couldn’t tell the difference anymore. When she could, when she actually cared, and tried, she’d just get hurt, so she stopped. She was a nice girl, who despite her...
bulbs ruined my profound statement via song lyrics
(via tetrishead)
yup. it’s what I do.
song lyrics are the best when you don't know what...
tetrishead:
Well the world is only a stage And I’m just a man With a sound caught in his throat And a pick in his hand But when the song comes tumbling out you understand There’s no great demand Well it’s there under your breath, behind your eyes And you don’t have to say nothing cause I realize That everything somehow in someway eventually dies It’s life in disguise
Licking my lips...
Is it sad that I think of reasons not to like you...
Ok enough fucking talk about butterflies right…
New favorite phrases:
What is this fuckery?
I suppose I'm not awesome enough for anyone's...
(via shmaltzy)
I didn’t know about you till about ten minutes ago but you’re quite entertaining I’d say you make mine :)
Oh before boy picked me up, I had butterflies so...
In 5 days I will be half way through my high...
Some are extremely happy, some are sad to see it leaving.
I’m quite apathetic to the whole thing.
I had the best fucking time ever this afternoon...
thatsmycigar:
if i could see myself objectively for the first time, i wonder what i’d think
I wonder this everyday of my life..